

LonerThey lie with sharp tongues and sharper claws dig into me. She holds me close and whispers that she loves me. She stands afar and declares loudly that she hates me. They see me for a moment. When next we meet amidst laughter I am a bitch, without warning. One flung jestLoner
is repaid with wicked insults and impaled hopes. I dared to think to aspire to belong. It is alright now. I have been put back in-to my place upon the dusty shelf of- lonesome lunchs silent conversations one person group projects
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Loves me notSomeone Loves me, Someone loves me not. Its like standing before a firing squad hoping not to get shot. Its like having multiple bullet wounds and waiting for the blood to clot. Its like leaving milk in the fridge for a month and thinking that it won't rot. Its like going to a catholic school and asking for some pot. Because when I want someone to love me someone loves me not. Its finally getting enough money and hoping the bike won't be bought. Its like cheating on a personality quiz and wondering if you'll get caught. Its like having a substituteLoves me not


My Anorexic AngelOh anorexic angel why do you do this to yourself ? You say its not your faultMy Anorexic Angel
that you only have bad health. Oh my anorexic angel Can't you tell what you do to me ? Every moment breaks my heart trying to ignore what I see. Oh anorexic angel your not just hurting you. My whole lifes turned upside down because of what you do. Oh my anorexic angel If this is what you want then I'll stay by your side through the whole drawn out ride until my soul is yours to haunt.


IfIf I told you . If I told you . If I said so many things . But if keeps circling round my head guided by misguided wings . If I'd had the courage to stand up for what is mine . If I'd had a surge of bravery , if only for a single line. If I hadn't been scared. If I hadn't been alone. If I had cared when you'd go it on your own . If I'd considered more and thoughts about my actions. If I hadn't been so sore about some of your attractions. If I , If I but what about if you ? How many if's can be accounted for why I feel so blue ? &nIf